Allie talks about how bulimia has affected her teeth

Allie reflects on how anxiety began in grade school

Allie shares the struggle of how she sees herself

Allie reveals her fear that she may one day "make a plan"

Allie shares her fear about about talking to her mom

Allie is burdened worrying about others worrying about her

Allie wonders if she is becoming a burden?

Allie talks about a burden she fears she can't carry

Allie talks about the debilitation of depression

Allie describes how her daughter accompanied her

Allie talks about forgiving herself

Allie shares how exhausting it is to pretend

Allie shares how she coped when tempted to drink

Allie shares how OCD compounds her depression

Allie talks about her ups and downs taking meds

Allie talks about her grief and depression around the holidays

Allie talks about her burden of alcoholism

Why Allie doesn't "should" herself or others

Allie wonders if she needs alcohol to be creative